
Episode 3: The Most Meaningful Eclipse in History
Laura Booz: Hey Erin, want to know a funny story?
Erin Davis: You have the best stories. I always want to hear your stories!
Laura: Okay. Well, the other day some friends and I were sitting in the living room, and our other friend came in from outside. She was walking around kind of bothered. She was like, âWhy is it so dark in here? Put the lights on! Put the blinds up!â We were like, âThe lights are on, and the blinds are up.â She was still like, âWhat? Why? Itâs so dark!â Then we looked at her and weâre like, âYou still have your sunglasses on!â
Erin: Nice!
Laura: So there she was.
Erin: I can totally picture your friend standing in the middle of your living room with her sunglasses on, because I feel like Iâve done that before.
Laura: Right. Youâre wondering, What is wrong here? âŠ
Laura Booz: Hey Erin, want to know a funny story?
Erin Davis: You have the best stories. I always want to hear your stories!
Laura: Okay. Well, the other day some friends and I were sitting in the living room, and our other friend came in from outside. She was walking around kind of bothered. She was like, âWhy is it so dark in here? Put the lights on! Put the blinds up!â We were like, âThe lights are on, and the blinds are up.â She was still like, âWhat? Why? Itâs so dark!â Then we looked at her and weâre like, âYou still have your sunglasses on!â
Erin: Nice!
Laura: So there she was.
Erin: I can totally picture your friend standing in the middle of your living room with her sunglasses on, because I feel like Iâve done that before.
Laura: Right. Youâre wondering, What is wrong here? And you donât realize all along you have your shades on.
Erin: Absolutely.
Laura: The tie-in to Episode 3 of The Deep Well is that so many times people are walking around in the darkness, and theyâre confused and bewildered and upset by it, but not really sure what to do, why it feels dark, or what will solve their problem.
Erin: Right! Theyâre not even aware that . . . That friend, in an indirect way, was the source of her own darkness. She put the sunglasses on her eyes. To take it a step further, as weâre talking about salvation and the gospel, I think there are people walking around with a craving for the light of Jesus but an unwillingness to acknowledge that theyâve put the darkness over their own eyes with their sin.
Laura: Or maybe theyâve just never heard the good news about how they can see the light. But this episode is all about that good news, isnât it, Erin?
Erin: It absolutely isâalthough I have to warn you, itâs not necessarily going to feel like good news during parts of this episode, but it is the best news. We are going to look at the place in Scripture where light pierced the darkness.
Laura: This is The Deep Well with Erin Davis. Iâm Laura Booz. This season is all about eclipses. Today Erin will describe the most meaningful eclipse in history. Letâs listen.
Erin: Iâve never made it through the movie The Passion of the Christ. I went to see it when it was in the theaters. I bought a giant tub of popcorn and a root beer, like I do with every other movie. I guess I was expecting to be entertained. But very early on, I couldnât stomach the popcorn, as I watched the scenes of Holy Week start to play out on the big screen.
I saw an actor playing Jesus arrested and tried and taunted and beaten, and my eyes filled with hot tears when they nailed him to the cross. And then I left. I couldnât bear to watch it, and Iâve never watched it since.
Some parts of the Bible are hard to read. In fact, many parts of the Bible are hard to read. Maybe thatâs not an admission youâd expect from a Bible teacher, but itâs true. Some parts of the Bible are hard to understand, and some parts of the Bible are easy to understand, but theyâre hard to live. Some of itâs just hard to think about.
Weâre going to park in one of those hard-to-think-about passages in this episode. We find it in the book of Matthew, in the New Testament, chapters 27 and 28.
Iâm calling this series âEclipses.â These are places in Scripture where it seemed like the darkness was going to take outâeliminateâthe light. Now, theyâre not necessarily places where something happens in the sky, although in todayâs episode something did. But theyâre those times when the spiritual darkness seemed so all-consuming that there seemed to be no spiritual light, where the emotional darkness seemed to cover over everything good.
My goal for The Deep Well is to get to know and love your whole Bible, and my goal for The Deep Well is to get me to know and love my whole Bible. So Iâm always pushing us into parts of Scripture that we maybe havenât read before, that are obscure. Thatâs not the case today. Today weâre going to a part of our Bibles that we might already know but that we need to revisit over and over.
I believe that the whole Bible is pointing to the moment weâre going to focus on together today. I believe all of the Old Testament is pointing forward to this moment, and that all of the New Testament is pointing backward to this moment. In fact, I think thatâs what our lives are designed to do: to point to what God did in the verses we are about to read.
Thereâs a pattern here that I want for my life, that I want for your life, which is that in everythingâin our hearts, in our words, in our actionsâwe would keep bringing things back to the cross.
I could spend the rest of my life unpacking the life and ministry of Jesus, and I certainly canât reduce it to a preamble in a single podcast episode. Matthewâs Gospel reduces the biography of the King of kings and Lord of lords to just twenty-eight chaptersâwhat a feat! Iâm just going to focus on the last two.
Obviously, so much has already happened by the time we get to the end of Matthew that set the stage for Jesusâ death. Judas had already betrayed Jesus for a little bit of silver. Jesus had already prayed in the Garden of Gethsemane. Heâd already asked God the Father that the cup of His death would pass, and Heâd already fully surrendered Himself to the fact that it wasnât going to.
Jesus had already been arrested. He had already been tried in multiple kangaroo courts. His friends had already denied Him, and the crowds had already yelled, âCrucify him!â by the time we get to Matthew 27.
But letâs force ourselves to face what happened next. Matthew 27:27â31:
Then the soldiers of the governor took Jesus into the governorâs headquarters, and they gathered the whole battalion before him. And they stripped him and put a scarlet robe on him, and twisting together a crown of thorns, they put it on his head and put a reed in his right hand. And kneeling before him, they mocked him saying, âHail, King of the Jews!â And they spit on him and took the reed and struck him on the head. And when they had mocked him, they stripped him of the robe and put his own clothes on him and led him away to crucify him.â
When I read these verses, I think, Let me at them! Thereâs anger that rises up in me. Honestly, I want to throat-punch the guys who humiliated Jesus in this way. I would want to throat-punch anybody who humiliated anybody in this way, but this is Jesus, my Savior, my Friend, my King, and theyâre mocking Him!
But when I look again, I also see in these verses a picture of whatâs to come. These guards who thought they were executing a lunatic, before they did that, they kneeled in front of Him.
As I was looking at these verses again for this series, thatâs where I saw the first glimmer of hope, because even in their disregard, those soldiers were pointing forward to what is to come. Romans 14:11 tells us, âAs I live, says the Lord, every knee shall bow to me and every tongue confess to God . . .â There are those who miss that Jesus is the Savior of the world, who canât see that Heâs the King of all creation; but they wonât always miss that. Even in this moment, as He was being humiliated, Jesus was not a defeated king.
Letâs force ourselves to keep reading.
As they went out, they found a man of Cyrene, Simon by name. They compelled this man to carry his cross. (v. 32)
Every time I read that I think, Simon is one of the most blessed men in all of human history. Christ carried the cross for me, Christ carried the cross for you, and Simonâs the only one who got to carry Christâs cross for Him.
So we keep reading. As I do, would you read with me? Let me urge youâI feel a little bit like begging you to resist the urge (and I have it too) to skim these verses, to skip over them, to just see them as familiar. They are uncomfortable. Letâs sit in that uncomfortableness for a moment. Matthew 27:33 says,
When they came to a place Golgotha (which means Place of the Skull) they offered him wine to drink, mixed with gall, but when he tasted it, he would not drink it. When they had crucified him, they divided his garments among them by casting lots. Then they sat down and kept watch over him there. And over his head they put this charge against him, which read, âThis is Jesus, the King of the Jews.â Then two robbers were crucified with him, one on the right and one on the left. And those who passed by derided him, wagging their heads and saying, âYou who would destroy the temple and rebuild it in three days, save yourself! If you are the Son of God, come down from the cross.â So also the chief priests, with the scribes and elders, mocked him, saying, âHe saved others; he cannot save himself. He is the King of Israel; let him come down now from the cross, and we will believe in him. He trusts in God; let God deliver him now, if he desires him. For he said, âI am the Son of God.ââ And the robbers who were crucified with him also reviled him in the same way. (vv. 32â44)
When I read the Bible, I always try to picture myself as a witness. Verses 55 and 56 of chapter 7 tell us that at the foot of the cross there was a group of women, including Jesusâ mother, Mary. What I find when I read these verses is that I want to be numb. I donât want to feel what it must have felt like to watch Jesus suffer in that way. So when I read these passages, I choose to see it through the eyes of Mary. You canât feel numb from that perspective.
This isnât just a story!
- Jesus was a real man.
- He had real flesh and real blood.
- His real flesh was ripped off.
- His real blood was poured out in this moment.
- The mocking crowds were real.
- The stench of death must have been real.
- The darkness was real.
Unlike some of the other events that weâve looked at in this series, this was a total eclipse. Pay attention to verse 45, which says,
Now from the sixth hour there was darkness over the land until the ninth hour.
For us to grasp the deep truths that the deep well of Godâs Word has for us, we need to be critical thinkers. We need to ask questions; we need to dig. God saw fit to preserve in Scripture these very specific details about the timing of this darkness in the sky. Itâs really good for us to stop and ask why. When was the sixth hour, and when was the ninth hour?
A quick Google search is going to show you that Jewish hours ran from the approximate hours of sunrise and sunset, six a.m. to six p.m. So Matthew would have been referring to that Jewish clock as he described this total darkness. Do the calculation really quickly in your head. That means that darkness was over all the land from noon to three in the afternoon.
If you need more help to understand whatâs happening here, go ahead and picture it. Imagine that youâre on your lunch break, and suddenly an oppressive darkness covers all of the light for three hours. That was happening in the physical world.
It was also happening in the spiritual world. At this moment, the demons were celebrating. Wherever the demons were, in the recesses of darkness, they were celebrating. They thought that darkness had won! They thought that they had snuffed out the light.
In the book of Amos, which is in the Old Testament, God spoke through the prophet Amos, and He foretold a day of great wailing. Amos 8:9 says,
And on that day, declares the Lord God, I will make the sun go down at noon and darken the earth in broad daylight.
This was mankindâs darkest day. The seed of sin that was planted in the Garden bore fruit in this moment, as Jesus hung on the cross.
As much as I wish it wasnât true, as much as I would rather just run out of the theater and not face any of this, when I read my whole Bible, I have to face the fact that my sin required a heavy price, and Jesus paid it. Whether you want to face it or not, whether youâd rather just keep on running from this idea or not, your sin required a heavy price, and Jesus paid it.
As I think about you on the other end of this microphone, youâre listening to these words Iâm saying, and I imagine what I want God to do in your heart. I want you to feel this. I want you to feel the weight of itânot forever. I donât want you to be squashed by your sin.
But you know what I hear us say most often about our sin is, âOh, nobodyâs perfect.â Thatâs true; nobodyâs perfect except for Jesus. This darkness that we see here that covered the land for three hours, thatâs the darkness of Godâs judgment, the judgment that was required for our sin, the darkness of our hearts that eclipses, that pushes out the light inside of us.
Let me pick it up at verse 46.
And about the ninth hour Jesus cried out with a loud voice, saying, âEli, Eli, lama sabachthani?â that is, âMy God, my God, why have You forsaken me?â And some of the bystanders, hearing it, said, âThis man is calling Elijah.â And one of them at once ran and took a sponge, filled it with sour wine, and put it on a reed and gave it to him to drink. But the others said, âWait, let us see whether Elijah will come to save him.â And Jesus cried out again with a loud voice and yielded up his spirit. (vv. 46â50)
This was a physical death, and there was physical darkness, but there were things happening in the spiritual realm too. The demons were celebrating. Wherever the corners of darkness were, they were having a party, because they thought in this moment that theyâd won, that they had snuffed out the light of the world. Thatâs why we have to keep reading.
And behold, the curtain of the temple was torn in two, from top to bottom. And the earth shook, and the rocks were split. The tombs also were opened. And many bodies of the saints who had fallen asleep were raised, and coming out of the tombs after his resurrection they went into the Holy City and appeared to many. When the centurion and those who were with him, keeping watch over Jesus saw the earthquake and what took place, they were filled with awe, and said, âTruly this was the Son of God! (vv. 51â54)
Jesusâ death changed everything. Instantly, where just hours before these soldiers had bowed before Jesus, mocking Him, now they bowed before His dead body and worshipped Him.
As we look at the darkness of sin, as we face the darkness that lives in every human heart, we have the same choice every day: choose to mock Him or choose to worship Him.
I had someone say to me lately, âWe use that word âgospelâ too much.â Maybe we do, if weâre using the gospel to describe anything other than this moment when Jesus, the Son of God, died for our sin; when the Creator of light, when the Light of the world was coveredâtemporarilyâin the darkness of death so that we wouldnât have to be. It was a total eclipse. For a nanosecond, the whole land was covered in darkness. But it was a temporary one.
As much as we need to read the account of the crucifixion, we might need to read the resurrection more. Matthew 28:1â10 is a long passage, ten verses, so again, Iâd encourage you to follow along with me. But it might be the most important ten verses in all of Scripture. Read it with me.
Now after the Sabbath, toward the dawn of the first day of the week, Mary Magdalene and the other Mary went to see the tomb.And behold, there was a great earthquake, for an angel of the Lord descended from heaven and came and rolled back the stone and sat on it. His appearance was like lightning [There it is! The light returning in this huge way!] and his clothing white as snow.And for fear of him the guards trembled and became like dead men. But the angel said to the women, âDo not be afraid, for I know that you seek Jesus who was crucified. He is not here, for he has risen, as he said. Come, see the place where he lay.Then go quickly and tell his disciples that he has risen from the dead, and behold, he is going before you to Galilee; there you will see him. See, I have told you.â So they departed quickly from the tomb with fear and great joy, and ran to tell his disciples. And behold, Jesus met them and said, âGreetings!â And they came up and took hold of his feet and worshiped him.Then Jesus said to them, âDo not be afraid; go and tell my brothers to go to Galilee, and there they will see me.ââ
Sin is dark. Godâs judgment on sin is dark. Death is dark. But when we read our whole Bibles, we see that there is resurrection hope. Out of that oppressive darkness, Jesus burst forth in glorious light! Death could not hold Him, my sin could not stop Him.
Sometimes it feels like the darkness has won. Sometimes it feels like those three hours when Jesus died and the darkness takes over. Today as Iâm recording this podcast episode, the Taliban has just forcibly taken over the nation of Afghanistan. The images that weâre seeing are horrific, and it seems like the darkness has won. In my own walk with the Lord, even though I know that Jesus died for my sin and I do worship Him as my King, there are times when I feel like the darkness inside of me might win.
Whenever we face an eclipse, anytime it seems like the darkness is going to overcome the light, there is a truth we can reach out for and hold onto with both hands. Listen to Isaiah 60:1â2.
Arise, shine, for your light has come,
and the glory of the LORD has risen upon you.
For behold, darkness shall cover the earth,
and thick darkness the peoples;
But [thatâs one of the best words in the whole Bible] the LORD will arise upon you,
and His glory will be seen upon you.
And nations shall come to your light,
and the kings to the brightness of your rising. (vv. 1â3)
Iâd add to that 1 John 1:5:
This is the message we have heard from him and proclaim to you, that God is light, and in him is no darkness at all.
When we open our Biblesâour whole Biblesâwhat we see is that without Jesus the world would still be covered in darkness. That eclipse that happened as Jesus surrendered His Spirit, that would be our constant and eternal reality. But Jesus died and Jesus lives so that we can walk in the light.
As you think about these passages, why donât you just take a moment and pray. Iâm right here with you, praying with you. Iâd love it if right where you are, thank God for the light of Christ. Thank Him for giving you eyes to see the light of Christ. Right there, right where you are. Mama, if youâre there with your littles, pull them in close to you; whoever youâre there with.
Think about where it seems like the darkness is winning. Itâs probably inside you and outside the walls of your home at the same time. Take just a minute and think about where it feels like the darkness is winning, and then thank God again that this moment on the cross, those three hours of darkness, that thatâs not the end of the story. Jesus died; Jesus lives so that we can walk in the light. Thatâs something I donât think we can say to each other too often.
Laura: Erin, thank you for that moment to pray, and thank you for taking us to the cross. That is somewhere we need to go every day.
I remember when one of my children was very little, and for some reason she just loved to look at the page in her storybook Bible of the crucifixion. She would kind of be mesmerized by it and stare at it and ask questions about it. It got to the point where I kind of started to feel uncomfortable, like, Is this okay? It seems so gruesome. âLetâs turn the page; letâs see the resurrection!â
I remember praying about it and feeling in my heart this peace, that itâs okay. Itâs okay to look at the face of Christ as He pays for our sin, because although it is hard and it is gory, it is also the breakthrough of where we put our faith, and what we see in His face is the glory of God.
At the time, I was reminded of a passage in Hebrews 12, which talks about the importance of looking to Jesus, the founder and perfecter of our faith, and right away it directs our eyes to Him on the cross, âwho for the joy that was set before Him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is seated at the right hand of the throne of God.â Here our eyes move from the cross to the right hand of the throne of God.
Thatâs exactly what you did in your talk today, Erin. Iâm just wondering, take us to your desk where you were sitting with the Lord and writing out todayâs lesson. What was going through your heart and mind personally as you processed this?
Erin: I put this one off, and I often wonder if other Christians have this experience, so you can let me know, but I donât like to read the crucifixion. So I put studying for this episode off, I put it off as long as I possibly could. But then, really early on, as soon as I opened my Bible to Matthew and started to read the crucifixion story, I was tearyâI was teary the whole time I was studying and preparing, and I think thatâs a right responseâbut I also just kept thinking that all the good stuff, all the powerful stuff, all the hope-filled stuff is there in those verses, especially if you carry them all the way through to the resurrection.
Thereâs a little saying that Iâve said to myself a zillion times; I donât know where it came from, but itâs helpful to me. Itâs that I will measure Jesusâs love by the cross and His power by the resurrection. How I know He loves me is because of what we read in these hard-to-read verses, and how I know Heâs powerful is because He rose from the grave three days later. Thatâs what I was feeling. I was just feeling everything I hope that the women listening to this podcast will feel: This is hard to read, but look what Jesus did for us.
So the Lord really met me there in His Word, as He does over and over, and I was glad that I chose to read those passages again, and grateful to get to teach them.
Laura: A couple of years ago we hosted an event at our local library to celebrate Easter. They have a community room there and make it available to whoever would like to reserve it. So we put a grand invitation out to the community, invited children and their parents, and we read the crucifixion and the resurrection story from The Jesus Storybook Bible. We had music and crafts and fun.
At the end, a little boy came up to me, and he said, âWhy did He have to sacrifice Himself?â
It was such an insightful question, and Iâm just wondering, Erin, how would you have answered him?
Erin: My little boys ask me that same question. I think maybe thatâs that faith of a child that Jesus encouraged in each of us. I wouldnât want to communicate that I think I have a handle on that, but in that instance I think Iâd drop down on my knees, eye to eye with that little guy, and boil it down as much as I could, knowing there are volumes and volumes and volumes of books that could be written. But isnât the bottom line answer that He had to sacrifice Himself because He loves us so much? Isnât the bottom line answer that He had to do whatever it took, and wow, did it require a lot of Him, but He had to do whatever it took, because His love is so great for that little boy that He couldnât stand to be separated from Him.
That wouldnât answer all of that little boyâs questions, and all of my questions about Jesus arenât answered, but I think that answers the big question.
Laura: Well, Erin, I donât want to miss the opportunity to speak directly to our listener; to, in a sense, get down on our knees and look our listener in the eye and talk to her about the crucifixion, about the Scripture that weâve read today and what weâve seen in the face of Christ today. Would you do that? Would you speak to the woman whoâs listening and facing the cross with us today?
Erin: I would love to.
I think what I want you to know is the terrible and wonderful dichotomy that Jesus hung on the cross for you, and Jesus hung on the cross for you. We have to understand that it was our sin that put him there, and I think that is the part thatâs hard for us to look at. But to the Christian woman, my encouragement would be to think about the cross every day, not as a way of inflicting punishment on ourselves, but as a way of honoring what Jesus did for us. And to the woman whoâs listening that hasnât put her faith in Jesus, I want you to know that it wasnât shame that put Him there, it wasnât His anger at you that put Him there; He was motivated by His great love for You.
Even though it is uncomfortable, I think we have to look to the cross. It is the greatest monument of love and hope that exists.
Laura: The cross invites you to kneel to Jesus as your Lord and Savior and to confess your sin and turn to Him and come out of the kingdom of darkness into His glorious light by abandoning it all, like Christian in The Pilgrimâs Progress, letting that burden just fly off your back because of the power of the cross. It just rolls down the hill, all of the shame and the sin and the remorse and the grief that you have felt and even that you have not felt but is still there, burdening you, simply because you were born into sin, as Scripture says. So we welcome you to the cross, to the feet of the Lord who loves you and who died for you, to confess your sin and accept Him as your Savior.
During this session one song was going through my mind, and it was âIs He Worthy?â Have you ever heard that song?
Erin: Oh, what is so powerful about that song? Yes, Iâve heard it and listened to it and clung to it many times.
Laura: In that song, the lyrics are specifically thinking about these questions:
Do you feel the world is broken?
We do.
Do you feel the shadows deepen?
We do.
But do you know that all the dark
Wonât stop the light from getting through?
We do.
Of course, it ramps up to Jesus the Messiah. It asks,
Is anyone worthy?
Is anyone whole?
Is anyone able to break the seal
And open the scroll?
It is the Lion of Judah, who conquered the grave. So that song has been running through my head, and Iâm just wondering, do any other songs come to mind that our listeners can put on a playlist as they listen to this series of The Deep Well?
Erin: This is going to sound so elementary, but when you asked that question, the song that came to mind is, âThis little light of mine, Iâm gonna let it shine . . .â Itâs this idea that Jesus is the light in us, and that little song that I hope we learned from little was that we are bearers of the light, and that we point to Jesus. SoâI donât knowâmaybe revisit that song, sing it in your car, or sing it again with your kids as an anthem to all that weâre talking about, that the light is going to shine.
When it comes to Jesus, âHide it under a bushelâNo!â You canât! He wonât be contained. As we saw in the passages we looked at it in this episode, you could kill Him, you can beat Him, you could put Him in a cave and roll a stone in front of it, and youâre not going to hide the light. Thatâs what that little songâs about. So thatâs what comes to mind for me.
Laura: That is a great one.
Erin: Probably my favorite twenty minutes in every year is when my church, every year, has a candlelit Christmas Eve service. Thereâs this moment where the sanctuary goes dark, and the pastor lights one candle, and then he starts singing âSilent Night.â And he uses his candle to light a candle on the front row, and it doesnât take very long at all till all of us are holding candles, and those of us with little ones are just trying to keep them from burning their brotherâbut weâre singing âSilent Nightâ a cappella, and itâs really, really powerful. âAll is calm, all is bright.â Itâs because Jesus, the Light of the World, was born.
I donât know what time of year it will be when someoneâs listening to this, but it doesnât really matter. Anytime of year you can light a candle and sing, âAll is calm, all is bright,â because of Jesus.
Laura: Iâm so glad you brought up Christmas, because during your lesson I was thinking about how profound it is that the Christmas story talks about when Jesus was born, there were shepherds in the field and the angels appeared to them, and the nighttime sky shone with the glory of God. It just lit up, and the star lit up the sky. So with Jesusâs arrival we see light piercing through the darkness. Itâs just so interesting to me that upon His death there were those three hours of darkness in the middle of the day.
Erin: Yes, what a juxtaposition. He was King at both points. He was King when the sky was full of light, and He was King when the sky was full of darkness. Heâs always King.
Laura: Right, and God used the day and the night and all of that to teach us and show us and get our attention. I think thatâs so kind of Him.
What do you make of the fact that it was only three hours of darkness? In the scheme of history, thatâs such a little blip.
Erin: Yes, youâre right. I looked at that timeframe a lot as I was studying, I tried to make sense of it, I tried to trace it to somewhere else where there was three hours. Iâm always hoping thereâs a clue there that Iâm going to unlock into some other great mystery. The answer is, I donât know, but I did for the first time as I was studying these passages think about what a mercy that was. I mean, this was the full wrath of God falling on Jesus! Certainly a day of darkness would have been appropriate; a year of darkness would have been appropriate; a century of darkness would have been appropriate. But it didnât take long for God to reverse that darkness and get busy with the business of bringing back the light. So I donât know why it was three hours, but I sure am glad it was.
Laura: The verses made me think of Psalm 30. It says, âFor His anger lasts only a moment, but His favor lasts a lifetime. Weeping may remain for a night, but rejoicing comes in the morning.â
Iâm wondering, Erin, if you have any specific story where you experienced weeping for the night and then rejoicing in the morning?
Erin: What comes to mind is when my third son, Judah, had to have really major kidney surgery at ten months. It was awful. I mean, nobody wants their baby to have surgery, and I had prayed for longer than ten months, because we knew about this problem when he was in utero, so Iâd prayed for probably eleven months that God would supernaturally heal Judah and that we wouldnât end up in that place. And we did.
So we had this one really horrible night in the hospital. He had tubes hanging out of his back, he was only ten months old and they tried to put him in this giant hospital crib, and he wouldnât sleep, and it was a terrible night. I remember it being one of those nights where I would think, Surely an hour has passed, and I would look at the clock and two minutes had passed. I remember feeling like, Weâre not going to make it. Iâm not going to make it through this night.
In the morning, he just bounced back. He just was my happy, smiley guy. We got to leave the hospital room, and he was just crawling at that point, but he crawled everywhere with an IV pole and tubes out of his back. I do remember feeling like, Oh, we made it through that night. We made it through that night that I didnât think I was going to be able to survive because it was so hard to watch.
Now, we werenât dancing the next day, but he did start dancing. He made an amazing recovery, and heâs a happy, strong eight-year-old boy with a big scar on his back now, but thatâs the night that comes to mind. It was a night of weeping and a morning where I realized the Lord got us through.
Laura: Itâs story like that and the stories youâve been taking us through in this series that turn our eyes to this bigger picture, that weâve explored today, of Jesus going into the vast darkness of our sin and paying the penalty for our sin, and then the light that comes from thatâforever and ever! The everlasting light of our eternal life with Him.
Thank you, Erin. Weâre only halfway, and Iâm looking forward to the rest of this season.
Erin: Me, too.
Laura: If the Holy Spirit is stirring you to fill your mind with truth, there is nothing better that you can fill your mind with than the gospel. Erin will help you explore the gospel in a fresh way in her Bible study, which is called Seven Feasts: Finding Christ in the Sacred Celebrations of the Old Testament. This Bible study will help you get to know both the Old Testament and New Testament better and see how theyâre connected, and to see Jesus from beginning to end. You can get a copy by visiting ReviveOurHearts.com/TheDeepWell.
Erin, whatâs coming up on the next episode?
Erin: Well, weâre going to stay in the Gospels and look at something that might not seem like an eclipse at first glance: the ascension of Jesus.
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